thoughts

some people attracted to looks, some to intellect, some to character, some to outgoingness.. usually a combination of many factors lead to attraction

i cant believe that i actually addicted to beer everynite.
and seriously , its every nite.

so wat?
just fuck off.

im a boring person.
i agreed.
honestly, i dun really like to expose my true personality.
its up to u to judge.

i dun need any reciprocation
just dun leave me will do.

my mentor did not give up on me. again and again. she did not.
btw i am required to wake up at 830am for the next 2 weeks.
isnt that a challenge and i took it up.

my bodyclock has been haywired for nearly 2 years.
awfully, i agreed that i will die young if i continue to be a sloth.
alternatively , i will try to reduce those meeting with my frens in the later nite.



u need to knw wht are the values and aspects of your life.
then figure a way to get it.
and determine how u wanna do it
the happier way or the more agonising way.
and u must prioritse which are the things tht can wait
which are something tht u shld focus on and do first.
then slowy in e quickest way make life complete.
things has its good and bad side
if u think of it the better way
it encourage u instead of pulling u down isnt it
most of the time we're doing things tht we dont like but have to
so it will be a better alternative to enjoy the things we are doing
or find a way to remove the barrier
there is always a reason why someone is doing somegthing.
it cld be tht the someone is expecting something else.
tht someone doesnt knw wht to do.
or maybe she just dont knw wht she wants too
so it boils down to 3 simple things
no, yes, i dont knw.
so u try to find out her ans from her.
knw how she feels
or if not, when u are doing something for her, let her knw your stand.
then really no choice u assume she knws and understand wht u are doing
if really no response
and u have thought abt it, time to let go.
then let it go generously
cos u have done your best.
actually lOOks dont determine wht kinda of person u are
it will just tell how much pride u have in yourself.
cos from the way u dress it show how much u care for yourself
hmm i just feel you're a person who is quite constantly on the lOOkout for a likely partner.
and u have your own set of very good and close friends.
and i think u are quite judgemental.
u will judge a person aft u knw him/her
then decide wht kind of friend is she/he
then knw wht to say to the person
like setting boundaries.
and i think u are the kind of person tht wont reveal alot to ppl cos u are afraid of ppl's opinion.
u are too scare of a bad impression
and u always only want to present the good things to ppl
and not want to show them the things u thought is bad to them