Saturday, December 22, 2007

a fairy tale

a fairy came to me, used her magic wand to bring back my original soul and takes away my sorrow.

1 2 3 fucking stay away from me.

i dun think im arrogant nor unreasonable
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
i have my own beliefs
i will try to find the best solutions for all problems.
im cool at all times.
i hate masks
i love to be an entertainer and feeling contented to receive smiling faces.
im insane when out with buddies
im silent when out with love
im serious during work
i dun get piss easily
i dun roar unreasonably
i kept my emotions in my heart
i love to receive laughters from my love ones
i hate liars
im true to my frens.
sincerity
i hope to receive the same treatment
i hate to be made a fool
emo when im stress
i cried in my heart.
utterly disappointment
im a human



i felt fortunate to have a friend like patty. we share our thoughts and ideas under the sun. i love her. i always thought that patty and him are friends. eventually he had a crush on patty but she chose to hide the truth.

Because in her mind, im petty and sensitive.
I wan to tell her straight, its only when i sense something is not right then i will be sensitive. Dun expect me to be like a mad woman 24/7 being sensitive?

if patty were to tell me the truth about him in the first place or as early as possible, i would leave him for good and my friendship will be double closer to patty.

but patty chose to hide the secret and be her ever best actress.
what would i feel?

Sorry i wun be grateful to you. I will leave him and patty with no second thoughts. just stay away from me from now on. I dun beg for friends. If frens noe that im worth being, they will come to me and i will treasure them.

supposingly i am able to have a friend now. but now could both of you just kindly stay far away from me. stay away from me now. im like a volcano going to erupt anytime. i will roar anytime.

Dun call me dun sms me dun msn me.



im not insane like wat u think pls and dun think highly of yourself.



friends should have mutual trust.
every person has their own good and bad personality and character.
no one in this world is perfect. but there is someone who thinks that she is rules the world.
let it be. im fucking fine.



im felt being thrown down from the angel heaven. i perceive everything in a perfect way and view.
anticipated something nuisance to happen. pls do not get me involved. i fucking sick of this.
if u afford to lose me, im two times affordable to lose u without a second thought .
things are like this, if u think im worthy or sincere to stay by ur side, treasure me. if not just fuck me off. im fine. totally acceptable.

i am myself. i have the right to hate whoever i wan and love whoever i wan.
dun fucking judge me because you are nothing to me at all.

ppl who noes me well, im straight forward.

im selfish, im reluntant to give chances. i wun give u a second fucking look this time round.

if you think you are great, just continue with your fucking fabulous beliefs. its none of my business. good actresses.

i dun think i meant a single bit in their lifes. perhaps im just a foolish entertainer to pass their time.
audience, im not a toy. im not a clown.

im surprised that human beings has all kinds. i supposed that all should have the same thinking. infact its merely a fairy tale.

i have zero tolerance for excellent liars and actresses

im blind. hands up. fantastic story. applaused. everything is so well done.

fairy came at the right time.
im glad.

im perfectly extremely cool while writing this entry.

do not come into my life anymore. dun disturb me with ur rubbish. i dun entertain. just kindly fuck off my life and lead ur own pretty life.


thank you very much