everything happens for a reason

im feel relief now.

i had coma for exactly two days. awful experience.

concrete evidence even though it's rather skeptical.

miss "currently" gave me a safety harness to prevent me from falling.
im glad. 12 thanks for the compliment

i will literally re- programming myself to get out from these.
my efforts are totally in vain and thrown down to the toilet bowl full of "lao sai".

it doesnt matter me anymore. if god were to be fair, samatha will find out the truth eventually.

none explaination is needed because someone has been acting as a king over this.
silence is better.



it's only a "yes" or " no" question.


The past is the past. all it matters now is from this fucking single point.

trust ur own gut feelings and every action is under my control. That's it!

123 =)





aye. i think i dun need to get married tmr. i will tell him that i just get divorced yesterday and my ex-husband beat me up. im not a pig but a dragonpig. she said that